19001. Good talks with Kelly that help me dig into feelings and find
ways forward.
19002. Her suggesting I contact Ryan D for more information.
19003. Her enjoying our talks and their depth.
19004. GL and Les asking to chat.
19005. Les’s joy at the Migros' grocery delivery option.
19006. The Steinke’s really enjoying time with me, my humor and
wisdom.
19007. A chance to speak into CLC issues with experience and give a
couple of solutions.
19008. Heather M. calling and praying for me.
19009. Thoroughly enjoying the house to myself.
19010. Erdal or Buket calling and arranging the electricians to come
for me.
19011. Discovering Ed Brown has a YouTube show and overly joyed
to see the man who helped to shape me in many ways.
19012. Bluegrass music a good comfort to my soul.
19013. Getting to talk to my sissy and be silly with her.
19014. Finally got paintings back on the wall.
19015. Finally getting light fixtures in the living room after 4 years of
bulbs hanging down.
19016. Eylül being a little more calmed.
19017. A clean house and an orderly living room.
19018. A chance to play the keyboard doing Turkish songs.
19019. Finally catching up with Lindsey.
19020. Hearing Allison speak highly of her trip.
19021. Evrim and Beyza interacting on our group.
19022. Reading books to the Campbell boys.
19023. Praying with the Campbells.
19024. Shady spots for walking.
19025. Newly paved streets and sidewalks.
19026. Grocery delivery for $0.50.
19027. My bro calling to chat.
19028. Meeting at the park going better than expected.
19029. Hans giving responses contrary to what I’d expected, he
shouldn’t be group admin and a willingness to let us pray and
think on his other suggestions.
19030. Suiters taking time to talk.
19031. Gökhan finally relenting and giving me time to think and pray.
19032. Heath taking time to chat with Gökhan about everything and
calming him down.
19033. Allison making dinner.
19034. Allison more intentional to pray for me and help carry burdens.
19035. The decision to walk there to help with angst.
19036. Hans being calm, listening, patient.
19037. Little Meg confiding in me.
19038. Her smile.
19039. A chance to talk with my mom and Crystal.
19040. Falling asleep during Seinfeld.
19041. A good long night's sleep after a short fitful one.
19042. Making Mildred laugh with my Snapchat video greeting.
19043. A year of no violence.
19044. Ann Patterson saying she looks back over my emails and says
thanks to JC for using me and being with me.
19045. For technical services doing the grunt work of figuring out vpn
stuff.
19046. Renewed energy to be with Evi.
19047. Finding that relationship much easier than the other one.
19048. Having a good convo with her about life and correcting in a
loving way.
19049. A break between her and Kader.
19050. A full-on dinner with Kader and Cemile at the park.
19051. Feeling cold for the second time in all of summer.
19052. Inside jokes and the ability to joke with Cemile and Kader.
19053. Getting to watch Kader through the processes of making a
family.
19054. Classy Ebru on black paper.
19055. An hour of rest before the pj party.
19056. A chance to unload finally.
19057. Laughter with B&E.
19058. Finally celebrating our birthdays.
19059. A movie saving me from melting in a puddle of tears.
19060. An hour break before Türkü came.
19061. Laughing with Türkü.
19062. Heath’s ability to speak sense to Hans.
19063. Lisa calling to share burdens.
19064. The Campbells also sharing the burdens.
19065. Allison’s encouragement, service and support these past few
days.
19066. Lisa mad on my behalf for having nasty things said to me.
19067. “God only allowed Satan’s purposes to continue until the exact
opposite of what Satan wanted to do would be accomplished.
The suffering that the enemy wanted was turned for good for
Job. God only gives Satan enough rope to hang himself with.”
- Tim Keller
19068. Prompts from the Spirit to rest in God and wait on him.
19069. A good long nap of resting.
19070. Waking to news of apologies and repentance.
19071. Meredith calling to check in.
19072. Jeremy’s prayer.
19073. Brooke’s worship song.
19074. Encouragement and a knowing of what life is like with Brooke
and Jeremy.
19075. Betsy recognizing things are not right.
19076. Hans talking with like-minded folks and them helping him see
what is right.
19077. Hans saying he will never be sorry for his newfound faith.
19078. Enes saying he wished he hadn’t waited so long to believe.
19079. A ride from the Campbells.
19080. Having them to lean on during these rocky days.
19081. Unity among our team.
19082. Feeling cold sometimes on these summer nights.
19083. Getting to play Yahtzee with Crystal and McKenzie.
19084. Getting to share burdens with my sister.
19085. The Word helping to calm my fears.
19086. The Campbells letting me come to their house to talk with
Kelly.
19087. Allison’s feeling of partnership in this.
19088. Playing Ticket to Ride with the Campbells.
19089. Kelly’s wisdom and objective insight.
19090. Knowledge that it wouldn’t be so bad or impossible to stay
longer and get deeper healing.
19091. Decision made to buy tickets to go back to America.
19092. Enjoying the shady walk to the Campbells.
19093. Finding giant lush sunflowers at the mosque.
19094. Getting an extra day for travel.
19095. Flights being $6 cheaper because I waited a day.
19096. Beyza saying that seeing us would take her tiredness away.
19097. Learning Betsy and Fritz were against the ridiculousness.
19098. Looking at how Jesus handled rejection helps me to respond
better when I'm rejected.
19099. Asking for joy for Hans and him getting to share and giddiness
coming from that.
19100. VPN working for the first time in a year.
