Monday, April 22, 2019

Gifts 15801-15900

15801. Art time, making bookmarks. 
15802. Abundant laughter with GL and Les. 
15803. In spite of weakness and 4-5 month absence, still made it to
            90. 
15804. Morning quiet. Valley of Vision prayers, meditating, 
            sketching, worshiping and having a heart of peace. 
15805. Tapping into creative energies during video making. 
15806. Tasting fullness - painting, with those I love (B&E), and 
            choc chip cookies. 
15807. Laughter at Mall Cop. 
15808. My microwave didn’t blow up when I put the spoon in 
            there. 
15809. Maddy saying thanks for being here for picking up my
            cross. 
15810. Colorful pancakes. 
15811. Grown up conversations with Buket. 
15812. Puzzle love with the girls. 
15813. Watching Ezra’s wrestling match. Him stronger because of 
            community of family. 
15814. Snowy mountains. 
15815. The sea. 
15816. Meeting not awkward. 
15817. A room to myself. 
15818. Dinner with Kelli. Processing. 
15819. Dirty Santa laughter. 
15820. Baths and pouring my heart out to God. 
15821. Jesus took my sin and bore my shame. 
15822. Truth shared directly to my heart. As if he’d read my 
            journal. 
15823. Eternal hope because of Jesus. 
15824. God shows need before he provides it. 
15825. Josh bragging on me. 
15826. Caroline saying she’s proud of me for sticking with it rather 
            than won't you just come home already. 
15827. Early to bed. 
15828. Sleeping pills and actually getting good rest. 
15829. Feeling like a new person. 
15830. More truths preached straight from previous night’s journal. 
15831. The joy and fun-spiritedness of the Szabos. 
15832. Medicine administered in wounded places. 
15833. Finally the truth of the gospel making it the 18 inches from
            head to heart. 
15834. He delights in me! I’m precious in his sight! He bought my 
            life at a high cost! He bled and died for my life!
15835. Getting to know Emily. 
15836. Laughter with Lisa and Ginger. 
15837. A thawed heart. 
15838. Art processing and Word absorbing. Hopeless, deadness 
            transformed into hopeful, life. 
15839. Beautiful extended prayer time. 
15840. Weeping for the church, the lost. 
15841. Lunch and shepherding with Brian and Tabatha. 
15842. The terrible word slip game ended quickly. 
15843. A good long massage. 
15844. Thinking how God digs hard into my soul, like a deep tissue
            massage, for my good. 
15845. Dinner with the single gals. 
15846. Emily and Val saying worshiping with us was their favorite 
            because we cling to the truths. We sing them from deep, raw 
            places. 
15847. Bryan helping me get the video working. 
15848. It downloaded in the nick of time. 
15849. Abundant laughter. 
15850. Sweet Debusk kids trying to play matchmaker. 
15851. Sage joining in too. 
15852. Sweet worship time. 
15853. Dixie saying I’m the glue that holds this group together. 
15854. HS giving other ideas and solutions. 
15855. God giving Meredith a dream to check on me and relief 
            afterwards. 
15856. Catching up with Jenni. 
15857. Sleep after waking. 
15858. Yummy Gurme kahvalti. 
15859. Prayer walking strengthening my soul. 
15860. He prunes so I’ll bear more fruit. 
15861. Angie saying Phoebe prayed for me out of the blue and said 
            my father is bringing my struggles to the minds of his 
            beloved children before my request has even been made 
            known. 
15862. Corinne said, one day I’ll see his face and this struggling 
            and fighting will be worth it. 
15863. Jeremy thought of us in the middle of the night and prayed. 
15864. Lisa’s bold truth speaking and praying. I’m not alone. I’m 
            precious to him. I’m more than a conqueror. 
15865. Freedom to say no to DG. 
15866. Her suggesting I stay with Ashton and Ashton texting at the
            same moment. 
15867. He upholds the universe by the word of his power. 
15868. I have to pay much closer attention lest I drift away. 
15869. We are God’s house if we HOLD FAST our confidence and
            boasting in our hope until the end. 
15870. Don’t harden my heart. Don’t have an evil unbelieving 
            heart. 
15871. The throne of grace is open to get mercy and grace. 
15872. He always lives to make intercession for me. 
15873. Ashton praying through my home. 
15874. Chats with Caroline. 
15875. Altays caring about my sadness. Learning I am the only 
            trusted place their girls can stay.
15876. Good conversations, tacos, games, cookies, good rest, 
            breakfast, laughter, more games. 
15877. Lori offering to come here, a medicine shot of hope. 
15878. Sarah and I both needing some Word accountability. 
15879. Hope thinking of me and praying. 
15880. Campbells coming here for worship. 
15881. Plans with Lori made. 
15882. A chance to pray for Aylin. 
15883. Chatting with my bro and family. 
15884. As a whole, more peace in my soul. 
15885. Who You Say I Am. 
15886. Healing is in Your Hands. 
15887. Sunshine outside and in my heart. 
15888. Seeing Kader and her mom. 
15889. A nap of sleep. 
15890. Rain checking on me. 
15891. Sage asking me to stay 3 nights. 
15892. Laughing at The Office. 
15893. Grace and true words encouraging me that we’re looking 
            long term and I need to care for myself. 
15894. Sage offering for me to go on a family walk with them. 
15895. A puppy walking with me and wagging its tail. Like God 
            saying, “I see you.”
15896. Chatting with Lindsey and knowledge that I’m not alone in 
            my struggle. 
15897. Sweet Jude during movie’s scary parts. 
15898. Chatting unexpectedly with niecphews. 
15899. Morning rest after kids and before B&E arrived. 
15900. Buket & Ekin understanding when they found me newly 
            awake. 

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